We live in a world in which the past present and future to some is clear (if you have a faith – there is a beginning, middle and end) but if you are secular, unless you are in the delusion that somehow some miraculous leader – do you see any?? – is going to save you… so the true past is the Infinite Will – in the beginning, the will of the infinite which created an infinite will was to bestow – to bestow, He first hid His infinity – this then allowed finite consciousness (consciousness within time space matter dimension – to explore… – after realizing how stupid we are (look at human history and much of the present ) we would be open – and now for the first time in human history, millions, hundreds of millions, if not billions of people, have discovered