In the beginning I awaited anxiously
My turn finally came
Gathering around, all other souls wished me Mazal-Tov—good luck!
As my soul merged into my body, as I celebrated milestones: bris, upshernish, bar-mitzvah or bat-mitzvah respectively
Progressively becoming more aware
Discerning, Seeking, Learning
As my allotted mission of light and love, goodness and kindness ended
An unwelcome visitor said “hello”
The malach hamaves, the satan, the angel of death
“But this is my home!”
Mirthlessly a hollow voice said, “You are coming home.”
And no doctor and no potion could stay his sword
As I drifted into heaven, surrounded by all past loved ones, a new dimension unfolded
“I am not my body and my body is not me”
As worms began and the stench followed, I disassociated from the flesh
Facing heaven, my life flashed, but oh’ to clearly
My every word was worth a thousand tons
My every act counted like all the gold ever found
As the scales of my good or bad, my kindness versus my cruelty, my love versus my hate
Luckily in my favor, good outweighs
And in joyous exultation I entered into the heavenly academy
From the mouth of Mosses, I studied The Five Books of Mosses
From the mouth of Aharon his brother, how to love
From Rabbi Shimon bar Yochia, esoteric secrets
Could it be that I pursed vain vanities?
When true riches were in holy-wisdom
Could it be that money was my god
When all the money compares not to a single truth

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