0 responses to “In the beginning I had a thought – a thought born out of the love a mother has to have a child – I would make you – but you would be born naked and stupid – so I would need to make you, though of-course not break you! – so first I would create a delusion that you are the king of the world – for every time you cry, whether your poo got cold, you got hungry or you’re tired, someone would come and accede to your royal needs – by the time you are two you would be so convinced that you are the master of the world, when people would not give you what you want, you will go ballistic, incensed at the travesty of justice – “how dare they defy the royal will” most tragically (or comically depending on whose vantage point) you would come to realize that you are far from the king, in fact it is more like you are the servant – dependent on adults for your every wish – needing their approval, their rides, in fact, your entire life depends on others – secretly, you will harbor a hope of independence (which is why children desire so much to do things for themselves) “no more shall I be the servant in the world telling me what to do” – “I shall reign once again” – “free to do my own bidding” – at about this time, I shall place such raging hormones in you, you will forget about all previous plans, you will fall headfirst into the roller-coaster of love and hate, of whole and broken hearts – now depending if you have wisdom – which you do, for this was my plan to begin with – you will now develop a new realization – exactly why am I in this roller-coaster in the first place? – after you begin to search, after your craving for truth is more than every other one of your biological instincts – then and only then, shall it come to you – initially it will come with a great realization! – there is a God! he loves me! Yippie! – but then that high shall fail you – the high after all was the emotions of discovery,- of losing the existential angst, coupled with some Divine pixie dust – and then you shall begin to walk with the truth – the end”