The facts are, as Kabbalah has revealed to us

Everything is really a set program, every thought you have, every sound / information you hear, see; every emotion you experience, is all been set in the primordial thought, machshavah hakedumah d’ak

So if it’s all a program, do we exist? the answer is yes and no

We certainly do not really exist; we aren’t more a reality than an avatar in a computer game is.

However, everything that occurs is not some kind of random sequence, it is a sequence designed, that as we perceive our existence to be independent, hence we perceive ourselves to exist independently; and as such, have the ability to consciously discern between right and wrong, light and darkness, good and evil; thus the sights, sounds, experiences all are filtered as the Rebbe teaches (that we all have) through our internal judge of truth – and as God is infinite, what’s really occurring is, we are experiencing on a visceral level, hence subconsciously choosing light over darkness, love over hate (and as God is infinite, hence there will be no end to our experiential study, hence transformations!)