You know a psychologist said that "I’ve research myself my whole life and I discovered that my only problem is that I think I have a problem" and doing the same to myself, and thank-God having decent inner-access, I was able to overcome that false self-image – which on one hand seems to be the source of my problems, yet overcoming them made me realize, that actually not having a bit of a negative self-image makes a person lazy and therefore I actively reintroduced