Yes, after all my philosophications, pontifications, and studies of psychology, philosophy, the notions of different worldviews and most importantly Judaism and primarily Jewish mysticism, the following is how I see the truth – first and foremost, everything begins with a motive – what was God’s motive in the creation of us and our universe? – the motive is unconditional absolute adoration; like a parent will create a child for the very concept/tion of the child, fills them with unconditional love, as the child is an extension of itself – however God did not want us to feel like the child, who living at his parents indefinitely, has no pride of his or her own, he wanted us to be able to be proud of ourselves, To be proud of oneself, there is but, and truly only, one way – you have to work hard! – for this reason, mothers love their children far more than fathers, for though it takes a drop of semen and an egg from the mother; for the mothers travails, back pains etc. etc. as she puts in the effort, her pride in the outcome is obviously that much greater, as our Jewish sages teach, “only as much toil put in, is as much pride taken out” – ultimately, the greatest gift God can bestow is himself – for we all have a bad misconception of God, for we see God as a being – God is not a being – sure he exists, but to say he is a being, would limit him to the definition of that being – God is both in existence, but not defined; and has the infinite capacity to create – as we see empirically, any type of being he desires; from the trillions of angels, humans, bugs etc. etc. and each one is amazingly unique – so God is not who we think he is, we have no comparison from the natural world to God, the closest we can compare God to, is our imagination – this capacity to conceptualize anything – yet our conceptualization, cannot manifest the reality, whereas God’s conceptualization can and does – the reason this redefinition of God is so important, is, a being would presuppose (through anthropomorphization) that he is in love with himself; but if God has no form, he cannot be in love with that which doesn’t exist – so there is no ego, no proprietary or primary selfish love – as humans have – that precludes, one hundred percent Altruistic-Love – furthermore, if God has no form, he can limit his light, as he can expand it; so like the gentle rays of sunlight, that slowly wake us up; like the setting sun that slowly allows darkness to settle, God can (and does) slowly but surely, allow our conception of reality to include his existence; and as our sages teach, that the ultimate reward (which occurs in heaven) and will be bestowed to every good person on earth, in the soon to be messianic era, is the infinite connection, hence progression of every human with God, sort of like God will both unite, and built an amusement park, with infinite rides, each one shifting our entire perception of reality and ultimately refining you – but as mentioned, this could have happened, through no effort on our part – hence for it to be something, we not only desire, but deserve – a fierce fierce feirce fierce fierce battle exists, between the good and the bad – as the Baal Shem Tov taught, before the coming of Moshiach, a darkness, so dark, that people will think it’s light will descend – we are living now in the greatest confusion ever given to man, for in order to choose between the greatest light, there must likewise be, the greatest darkness