Until we accept 5 fundamental truths we live a lie – the first truth is people, based on the percentage of all of human history not only lie to others, they lie to themselves – the second truth is that in order to find truth there are a number of prerequisites… firstly a person as per Maslow’s hierarchy one must be in a state of safety both physically emotionally and financially – for the unsafe emotion, causes the brain to seek safety above All Else – however the person who has those three levels of safety, eventually realizes, because pleasure is the next goal, and "all constant pleasure losses it’s taste" they feel miserable from the meaninglessness of existence… once they achieve this understanding they begin to seek what is the purpose of life… then God somehow somewhere, as a research shows, gives them a spiritual experience – in my own life this came about through studying "The Gateway To Trust From Rabbeinu Bachayeh" which gave me about a year high and similarly others experience other points, and they get say a year high – others in drug-induced States discover how, say the world is really one – and that is their turn on – eventually though we need to leave or we are pushed out of the high – and we become Masters in terms of understanding the integration of the Divine Will