unless one is a Tzaddik whose soul comes directly from the realms which perceive God and then need to understand how darkness perceives reality… – but we were born Into Darkness, believing the immutability of the transient – as Einstein said, “reality is an illusion, albeit persistent one…” – believing that we are our bodies… – we must go through two stages of awareness – the first is born after an existential crises, namely seeking the meaning and purpose to existence which really comes to those brought up in financial safety (hence money is not their god)… – and then when God determines the soul is ready, the enlightenment (usually the high) of Divine awareness – but ultimately starting to learn to live in both