The unholy grail- all of Kabbalah really is about this – we are always in one of three states – the one we are born into ( all things going well) is the security ( hence not needing to worry about it) we go into love, which really means desire ( for innately there are those things including people that give us pleasure) The second is the exact opposite (as Kabbalah teaches, the world of evil, mirror’s / mimics the world of good) in this world instead of feeling secure we feel in(secure) – interestingly, what causes us to feel insecure is fear ( usually induced by people, themselves made to feel insecure by other people who were likewise, for as we are jealous of the happiness we feel entitled to and as the mind is a rationalization machine, justifying all emotional desires, so we begin to see evil in others ( merely justifications for humiliating them ( for if they too feel fear/ insecure, the world is (psychotically) more "just" – thirdly there is the state of truth, whereby we accept God