The truth is, God is your parent, like every (normal healthy parent) He desires one thing, you should feel proud of yourself! (which is why, life is challenging (for one cannot feel pride for not overcoming) – in contrast, if anyone made you feel bad, it is ALWAYS, because, someone made them feel bad! (often a screwed up jealous parent) for there is no greater jealousy/hatred, than over feeling proud of oneself – hence, antisemitism, current antiAmericanism, anti-Israel which is the same as antisemitism, bullying.)