The greatest secret – you see in life we all have a secret – the secret is “why me?” – but here is – you see, if you had life in the luxury of your infantile security – though you (to survive) created an entire fantasy of reality (parents and adults are good etc. – friends are awesome etc.) nonetheless even if you could live your entire life in this fantasy, you would always remain, well a taker – to shift, to become all that you can be, namely, a Creator, a giver – your entire psychological understanding (subconscious hence absolute) had to be shattered – and piece by piece you piece together a universe in which you become God’s tool