The Closest I Can Think Toward The Truth Is Twofold: One, I Am God, In Other Words, “I” Don’t Exist – And As Chassidus Teaches, My Reality Is The Sequence of Alef Beis Gimmel, Namely, God Knows He Can Eternally Grow Me: So A. He Conceives Of The Next Step In My Evolution B. He Does Or Says Something That Causes Me To Shift Positively (Hopefully Something Nice, Which Depends On How Quickly I Am Willing To Shift) and C. This Cycles Repeats