Ok, both science and Kabbalah teach, we don’t have – really! freedom of choice – everything is predestined! – but why then does it feel like the reverse is true – it seems, like nothing is predestined, and we choose everything – but that itself was predestined! for the goal of life is not to abrogate our choice; but to lead us to perceive through trial and error, namely, light/joy and darkness/suffering, what is more worthwhile for us to choose! – of course we could use our heads, but there seems to be some kind of cosmic rule against common-sense!