It is my experience, that there are three or more like four realities all of us will go through, the first is thinking darkness is light, the second is realizing it is darkness, the third is searching for and discovering the light, and the fourth is realizing that the light isn’t a real entity, as the darkness isn’t, they both were constructs enabling God’s primordial plan of merging his infinite light (i.e. continuous rays, colors – lessons for life) into us finites!