In the end of the day, you don’t need to figure anything out, all you need to do is desire to have the truth, for the truth is not a static book laying in India or Bangladesh, on some mountain in Tibet or even on Sinai, rather, the truth is God Himself! and God is as alive as when he gave the Torah! which is why we refer to him as “the giver of the Torah!” in the present! and when you simply seek the truth, God ensures that the information that is true from within the Torah, especially Chassidus, the highest level of the esoteric wisdom of God, will find you! – in actual fact, this is the ONLY methodology that works; for God is not looking for humans who remove themselves from reality in search of the truth, rather, for the truth to permeate your and my human consciousness!