In the end of the day reality must be something – this means that we are its product – as our sages teach, God creates a false reality, an inverted mirror of truth, for in truth we are simply a product of his imagination, while we believe that God is a product of ours – But accepting that we are a product of his imagination, what benefit does he get from imagining us?! – ultimately as Chassidus teaches, love is not something you can inquire about – it’s an emotion in the heart of the lover – So the reason you exist is because God loves you, though the absolute manifestation of that love only begins when you abandon all other loves – for everything you desire pulls you in its direction – then and only then, are you not only free, but you are infinitely capable of receiving infinite growth, love and all of the incredible blessings God wishes to give