I used to honor those who believed in God, now I realize, that belief in God, can actually be selfish

In other words if my belief in God, is, that God is the king, hence I seek not the king’s welfare, rather, seek the king should provide my welfare! (though of course, it is a step in the right direction – a primary step, to acknowledge the existence of God, nonetheless) I have not grown – the whole point of this world, the whole point of God himself (i.e. his desire) is we should grow! so in the end of the day, all boils down to: Ask not what God can do for you, rather, what you can do for God!.