I can’t say I’m shouting Eureka for actually the truth, namely that life has four stages which is the stage a. super vulnerability which allows for us to access our Essence, which is God and completely sensitive – we then have a stage of being bullied, here fearing people, hence disassociating, as well as a subconscious jealousy, which creates resentment over the joy that people that aren’t feeling fear have – which creates a subconscious desire to destroy their Joy, and this creates a conscious awareness of their evil, and a compulsion like a vigilante, to rectify! But ultimately, it also gives us courage, and when we have courage and we seek truth and all these things, as a massive study into post-traumatic stress by the Army found, that there isn’t only post-traumatic stress but after 5 years, most people consider the most traumatic event, also the greatest cause of their Growth