I am forty – that’s a big boy! – I have tasted practically all the major philosophies, religious ideas – certainly have awareness of my own Jewish Chassidic and secular American culture – all in all, apart from the singular truth revealed by the Rebbe (based on Kabbalah) that man’s goal is integration! – namely, allowing for the eternal voice of the Divine to penetrate (which manifests literally, as the Baal Shem Tov teaches in everything! so everything contains it’s body (appearance) and soul – life altering message)