God we all really don’t know you – for we can only assume based on comparisons – so we imagine, who the best person is (and of course because he is the best, we assume his ego feels so) and we then imagine you – However that is the exact opposite for a. you have no ego b. what you are, as Kabbalah teaches, shleimusah-dikulah, the goodness in everything (in other words, there is no God/ego who you can please, there is only goodness in relationships, in growth etc. and that is God.)