God desires and we have to understand that whatever He wants, it’s like a computer program that has set a goal, so it’s just a matter of, if we’re going to do it out of conviction or the conviction will come from incredible suffering that will wake us up to the fact that life is meant to be lived for a positive, not a selfish / narcissistic, and certainly not as the radicals would like you to become, as Hitler made the Germans, a hate filled antagonistic