From zero to zero, the cycle of life – actually, from zero to infinity, which is not a number but a different kind of zero

 

In the beginning, we literally are zero – we don’t exist, then God decides when your parents should desire to whatever – at that moment, out of a one in 400,000,000,000 chance, one very determined sperm enters an egg and wallah your body is born.

From that ignoble beginning, God attaches a soul – quite the noble reality, for the soul is in essence God! – into this little being; you subdivide app. 10,000,000,000,000 times and wallah, you are born!

But when you are born, you are born with no knowledge of your soul – you are well, hate to be coarse or anything, like a little rat.

Waaaah… – you cry for all your needs and miraculously you get fed, changed etc. etc.

Now subconsciously, a lot is going on.

The first is, you are learning that you work! – cry equals fed etc.

Secondly, you are learning information at an exponential rate – by the time we are five, we will know 99% of what we will ever know.

Together with your developing mind is also your developing ego – the knowledge that you work; hence as your mind develops and you start desiring things a little more complex, say to drive a car at the age of two etc. and people tell you “No!” you become infuriated; for in your estimation this doesn’t follow the pattern of logic your mind has created – “it’s downright evil!” – eventually (hopefully) you learn you are not entitled – and you begin to acclimatize to society.

Now you can be molded and shaped by whatever culture, religion you grow up in.

However lurking in the background is this little ego, this knowledge that “I work,” In fact, depression is when you don’t work; so your mind gets angry at your body, or your ego gets angry at your mind (I am not exactly sure) The bottom line is, this anger is so severe, you may decide to kill yourself (a pretty harsh thing to do.)

So in order for you to reach infinity; namely, a space in which the Divine conscious soul can manifest, for the ultimate purpose of your entire existence is this – your ego must be crushed – Now the last thing anyone wishes for is the crushing of their ego – It obviously cannot be crushed by you, for then you may commit suicide, so it must be crushed by an outsider, so God arranges some bully to devastate your perception of how the world sees you – for we think, “The-people” – all people outside of us unfortunately see us the way we think they do based on the few encounters we actually have. – With a newfound sense of humility, you become like an empty hole, in which the Divine may permanently reside.