Does God need to do what you want?

 

The worst part of being a believer is having expectations dashed.

 

If God truly loved me he would grant me my desires…

 

Of course if one doesn’t believe, then there are no expectations dashed, nor hopes fulfilled.

 

So the answer is very simple, as the Baal Shem Tov taught, pray that God should give you what he knows is best for you.