At all time we are heading either toward what we think will make us happy – either maintaining our current honor (so someone in say a position they deem honorable will do all they can to retain their “honor”) either we are depressed which is the ego hating the person (hence occasionally committing suicide) either in some kind of hope (so we are awaiting) either we are running (from a fear – many of us are doing this unbeknown to us – if you have anxiety you are doing it – perhaps you have a protective outer shell – this is to show people they cannot abuse you, so you are running from abuse) but there is one place no one thinks of – that is, like a soldier, to Await Instructions