As long as there is a thought in your head similar to the philosopher who said "I think therefore I am"… but infinitely deeper – because I didn’t make myself…. it means there is an infinite being who condensed or more accurately hid Himself to give me the perception of myself – and as this was a conscious move by Him – it is in order as the mystics tell us – for us to both fall in love with Him and then begin to eternally dance