all of our conscious self is summed into one of five scenarios – if there is security: love / desire, like one study I saw, that men daydream of going on vacation – if there isn’t security: then fear – now fear creates a desire for security – hence the mind a. begins to become an information hog – people who are insecure, seek information, as it is necessary in order to determine whether something is dangerous – think of it like a soldier going to battle, his mind will start to assess if the moving leaf is an ambush) now as studies show, anxiety (though it is not the cause rather an indirect source of shame) often leads to depression (now depression is self-hate – so our ego that seeks supremacy becomes angry at ourselves and the ego is like a robot – it is programed to be best and never be embarrassed – and when it feels slighted, it will need to violate whoever violated – which includes ourselves) a depressed person lacks desire, for desire is the result of fantasy (wishes for possible pleasure) but if you seek your destruction, you don’t care that much about your benefit – fear often also leads to maliciousness – now maliciousness is the result of jealousy – in other words, terrorism, antisemitism, anti anything (including even being anti-anti, is still an anti – for the passion of hate is hate; bullies etc.) is the result of the ego feeling it is not fair (hence the fact that someone else feels good about themselves must be destroyed – now this jealousy only comes when a person is arrogant – for example, we don’t find generally by blacks that they are antisemites because generally they feel inferior – however once their ego does get inflated – as we see when they get into governmental positions they become antisemites – in other words, antisemitism is a three pronged disease – delusional ego – hence jealousy over another’s joy – maliciousness – Finally and ultimately there is truth – truth is not an emotion rather it is a perception – an understanding – hence truth is always at war