I think I just literally cracked the true Holy-Grail which is similar to as my father recently told me that the Rebbe said, that the hardest spiritual service, which of-course is our purpose of existence, is downloading the Divine continuous hints, and the reason it’s so hard, is because by Nature our ego craves this identity of “Superman,” which is the very reason why the true spiritual Seeker understands, that it is only through the complete abnegation of self to the Divine hints, that one walks, follows, and is hence Divine